I have known a person for a long time. They were my best friend. But we just idk and ya. So I kinda avioded talking to them because i was neverous i would fuck up. I had more or less grown to like them possibly more than a best freind. But my own afraid ness has now led me to loose them. I lost it completely for about 20 min. But i got it back together only because one thing. They said i had no life. I do have a life. It may be lonely and total shit but its my life, and i would have loved for them to be in it the hole time, but sometimes you get in over your head. Our freindship became a spider web of idk and i guess we arent freinds any more